Hudson’s parents made us spaghetti and lit candles so we could have a little date. Aww. I love them.

Hudson and I never really call each other by our actual names. Or even any names at all. It’s weirdly comforting. Like, I don’t have greet him by saying, “Hudson!” because we can just look at each other and say things words can’t. I know when I see him my eyes light up and when he sees me he has this smile that he smiles and I love it so much. I love HIM so much. Jesus. <3

i’m so afraid to lose hudson that thinking about it makes me feel sick.

shit i’m like in love or something.